2009-10-20
and you wanna camp out and i wanna screw around
The must-have in any run-of-the-mill industry icon interview: "If you could change one thing in your life, what would it be?" Or, its cousin, "Do you have any regrets?"
I always thought people who say no, if given the chance, they wouldn't change anything in their life cause it's made them who they are and whatever were full of bullshit.
Seriously, I refuse to believe there is not one itty bitty thing you wouldn't change (for example, deciding to eat at a seemingly decent-looking canteen food stall). That is just over-generalisation. And some degree of self-denial.
This isn't an angsty post. (But it may very well be a PMSy one.)
Just wanna say (like many others) I hate small talk, I wanna get to know more and different people, but take my current friendships beyond such superficial levels. In another world, people would just be able to go up to other people and say "Hi! Let's be friends!" But here, you'd just come off as a psycho. I actually feel very disappointed with myself that I'm not being as social (ok I never wanted to be like, SOCIAL; more like un-loner) as I would like to be. Sometimes it gets very frustrating.
An Horse has a very compelling mix of creepily disarming lyrical imagery, good ol' self-loathing and an unexplanable yet resolute optimism. Addictive.
This is a song for the one that I love
I haven't met them yet
But I'm quietly confident
Although what if like you said
All I'm looking for
It doesn't exist
Oh I have to believe it does
Cause it's okay to fall down
It's okay to crumble
I've seen this before
I have seen this before
And you said you wanted to crawl down deep inside
But at this point of the last year I am happy to be alive and
Like that good Hole album
I could live through this
I can live through worse
So play it back in reverse
Oh play it back in reverse
Cause it's okay to fall down
It's okay to crumble
I've seen this before
I have seen this before and
You wanna camp out and I wanna screw around
In the dark
In the dark
But my hips won't give anything away
Not tonight not to you
but I think we both know you will stay
And I am surprised how this fits together
I'm surprised how we fit together
And that I will remember
Oh and that I will remember
Cause It's okay to fall down
It's okay to crumble
I've seen this before
I have seen this before
And you wanna camp out and I wanna fuck around
In the dark
In the dark
But you need to know I'd do this all again
Just to get where I am
Just to get where I am
And I let you know I'd do it all again
Just to get where I am
Just to get where I am
greenster at 8:30 p.m.